Update on health here....

[RCT]

Well, the doctor called me this morning, and I have whats called a cold nodgle....cyst, by any other name, it didn't absorb the radioative material I took, so I am being scheduled for a biopsy next week....I am kinda scared all of a sudden....:blush: I feel so out of sorts, I am so tired of all the testing and driving back and forth to the city....lets hope its nothing, and I can be back to my self soon.....The doctor did tell me if the surgeon feels it necessary he will remove it on the spot, so thats good, and there is enough of my thyroid not attachec to this to save.....please keep me in your thoughts, all I can do is think of my dh and two kids....I want to be healthy again...I am lost with out my mother, for you who don't know she died 10 years ago, and I need her now.....yet again.....sorry to go on....I needed a place to let out my deepest darkest moments....I hate being a cry baby.... :bigcry: I am scared.....thanks for listening....

[KarlaB]

Honey, you are not being a cry baby. I think all of us would say we would feel the same way. Not knowing what to expect can be a very scary time. I know your mom isn't here and it isn't the same, but talk to her - I believe she can still hear you. :angel: Hoping all goes well next week. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Hang in there and please lean on all of us -we are here for you. (((hugs)))

[AnnW]

Has your doctor said what he is looking for?
You are not being a baby! Sending up good thoughts your way.

[Mickey]

Aw, Renee...it's a scary thing, of course you're upset and worried! My mom had a biopsy done on a cold nodule on her thyroid--they told her that it would most likely be nothing and it wasn't. I'm sure things will be fine. Big hugs to you!

[Melody]

If I was you I would be feeling scared too. It's not called being a crybaby, it's called a normal reaction. Take care of yourself and please keep us updated on what is going on. You are in my thoughts. (HUGS)

[Diane]

{{{{{RENEE}}}}} You are NOT being a big baby Renee... you're just being normal!!! :) I'm sure that it's probably nothing but I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers anyway... You hang in there... and you know that you're always welcome to come here and post about how you're feeling. We are always here for you!! :)

Diane... :wave:

[Ryleigh]

{{{{{{{TONS OF HUGS}}}}}}}} coming your way. You can expect the courier any time now. It's ok to be scared. I'd be going crazy. I'm sorry you don't have your mothers shoulder to cry on, but glad you remember to come to us. Just find a quiet place and talk to your Mom through prayer or meditation. It's not the same as actually being there but can have a calming effect. Thoughts of my Dad have got me through many a stick situation and he passed away when I was only 13. (almost 20 years ago)
:angel:

[angie r]

We are here for you Renee, cry or vent away. Sending prayers your way.....

[kat]

Renee just wanted to add [[[[[hugs]]]]], thoughts, and prayers from me too.

Renee, Hang in there and you know it's not being a whiner to be scared. You're much better letting it out, especially here, where there are so many to care and pray for you.

[arianna]

MM! (((((((RENEE))))))))! Great big hugs to you. I'll keep you in my thoughts ßß!

[Linda/NE]

(((Renee)))

Keeping you in my prayers!!

[darlene]

(((((((((((((Renee)))))))))))))

I am hoping all goes well with the biopsy....be sure to let us know!

You come let it out here anytime you need too.....I can't imagine the stress you must be feeling.

Take care!

:)