I need you guys again........

[littlesista06]

My dr. called last night with results of blood work that was done yesterday.

His purpose was first, to give me the results and secondly,
to prepare me to loose this baby.
The 'numbers' they were looking for weren't good - they are to double every 2 days and mine dropped - not good, as he put it.

Please pray again - it worked the last time.

Can you believe this is happening? I am so devastated I just want to crawl in bed and not come out for a week.
I feel guilty b/c I can't "do" what I'm supposed to do. I feel like I should have just kept my mouth shut and not told anyone.

Again, it will be a long weekend waiting to see what happens.

[Cathy]

God bless you and help you through this waiting time. I'm praying for you and your family.

[Leigh]

My prayers are with you. I know that it must hurt something awful, but please do come here, that is what we are here for.

[angie r]

Prayers on the way! Do you go back in on Monday to check your levels again?

[Amy]

Im praying like crazy here, but please keep the faith too!

[littlesista06]

Not if I miscarry over the weekend, like he's expecting.

Thank you for your prayers.

[Marla]

(((((Jennifer))))) I am keeping my fingers crossed and sending up prayers for you right now :angel: Please remember that we are here whenever you need us

[Diane]

Prayers are being said... {{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}} :)

Diane P.

[AnnW]

First off, you have NOTHING to feel guilty about!!!!!!!!!! This isn't something that you have any control over. It has NOTHING to do with you as a person. It does not mean you are somehow flawed.
Who knows why this is happening, but it doesn't mean that you are a "failure"!!!!!!!!!!!!

Second...sweetie, I am praying so hard for you. Go crawl back into bed if you want. Take care. Feel free to email me if you want.

[KathyT]

Praying for you hon, how difficult this has all been on you.

[Jeff]

I am so sorry for the uncertainty that you are going through. We are praying...

[RCT]

Oh Jennifer (((((((((HUGS))))))))))) :angel: prayers are being said as I type....go ahead and crawl into bed with a good book or movie in the vcr.....pamper yourself.....BUT you are NOT A FAILURE because of this....this is just something that can happen...to anyone.....

[KarlaB]

I am so sorry to hear what you are going thru. You are in my thoughts and prayers. {{{Jennifer}}}

[JAK]

I'm praying for you Jennifer!

[bizymum]

I am praying for you...Take some time for yourself, crawl into bed with a good book....

[Mickey]

Praying for you and the baby, too, Jennifer.

[littlesista06]

Thanks everyone - we appreciate the wishes and prayers.

I never in a million years thought THIS would happen. I thought we were in for clear sailing....

I am going back to the dr. on Monday - he wants more blood.

Dh called him this am for his peace of mind, and he was told the same thing I was - not much hope. I think dh pushed to hear that there is some chance of it hanging on.... the dr. said there is a very small chance - I'm wondering if that was more for dh's benefit.

I've cried until I thought I couldn't cry anymore, but sure enough, there's more. I'm so exhausted.

Gotta go have dd's birthday party tonight. Thank you again for your support - you are all heaven sent.

[MaryL]

Oh Jennifer.....I'm so sorry that you have to go through this uncertainty. I'm praying like crazy for you!! {{{ Hugs}}} You're not a failure....just take a look at your beautiful dd and you'll see why! God doesn't always give the same gifts to the same people...and while having children naturally doesn't come easy to you...God must have given you other FABULOUS gifts! I hope the doctors aren't right....I'm thinking positive things for you! :)

[kat]

Bless your heart. I'll continue to lift your family up in prayer.

[Marla]

Just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you

(((hugs)))

[SMB]

Jennifer I'm so sorry. :( I'm praying for you and your baby.
Sheryl:)

[Linda/NE]

Prayers being sent!! Hoping for the best for you!!

[PamE]

Jennifer, I'm hoping and praying for the best! (((HUGS)))

[beth c]

I am praying for you too Jennifer. This is a tough thing but it is like Ann said, you don't have any control over it and you are most certainly not a failure!! Hang in there Babe!! We'll be praying and please keep us informed.

[darlene]

Oh Jennifer I so hope the Dr. is wrong! Take care!

((((((((((((((((((Jen))))))))))))))))))))


:)

[TXmom]

Hang in there sweetie!