Vent!

[Leigh]

Okay, I need to vent some, so please excuse my whining. I took another pregnancy test this morning and it was negative. :bawling: I know that everyone says when you quit trying it will happen, but it is hard to quit trying when you want to get pregnant.

I took the prevara that the doctor gave me last time, and it made me start a week later. She told me if I hadn't started again in 35 days to take another test, and if it was negative to take another dose. She said if it didn't work that time, I could start on Clomid to make me ovulate.

The reason I took a test today though is because it has been 28 days, and I have had sore breast, and been nauseous. Dh says I must be pregnant, or else why would I have those symptoms. I told him my breast could be sore from working out, but I can't explain the nauseous feeling at spuratic times throughout the day unless it is in my head. (Now he thinks that I am crazy)

I know that there is people out there with bigger problems than me, but I am in a self pity mode right now, and I can't seem to get out of it. It doesn't help that everyone is pregnant around me, or they have just had babies, I mean even the cat is pregnant.

Anyway, I guess I am done babbling now. Sorry !

[AnnW]

Believe me, I know how tough the fertility roller coaster is. Hugs to you!!!

[RCT]

((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))

[Leigh]

Thanks!

I feel bad venting to my mom because she couldn't have children, and I am afraid it brings back horrible memories. I told her today that I took another test, and that it was negative, and she told me I know how hard it is. That made me want to cry.

[AnnW]

I didn't realize you are adopted. Your mother would be a great person to talk to cause she honestly knows exactly how you feel right now.

[MaryL]

(((((Hugs))))) Leigh!!!!!

[littlesista06]

Ohhhhhh Leigh, have I been there and done that! Hang in there honey.
I think it's frustrating knowing another month has gone by without the result you were looking for.
Just hang on because your little guy or little lady will be on the way before you know it.

Come here and vent anytime -- we'll help in anyway we can.
(((hugs)))

[Leigh]

Originally posted by AnnW
I didn't realize you are adopted. Your mother would be a great person to talk to cause she honestly knows exactly how you feel right now.

I think you knew. I posted it when you said that your dd was having questions. (I think ?( )

[Leigh]

Thanks everyone. I do feel better now. I know some of you had problems too, so I was a little leary of coming here, but ya'll do make me feel so much better.

[bizymum]

((((((HUGS)))))))

[KarlaB]

{{{Leigh}}}

[AnnW]

Originally posted by Leigh
I think you knew. I posted it when you said that your dd was having questions. (I think ?( )

I prefer to believe you didn't tell me rather than I forgot! LOL ;)

Don't be hesitant. At least for me, it doesn't bring up any bad feelings.

[Leigh]

Originally posted by AnnW
I prefer to believe you didn't tell me rather than I forgot! LOL ;)

Don't be hesitant. At least for me, it doesn't bring up any bad feelings.

Well, we'll say that I never told you! LOL

Thanks again gals. You truly are wonderful. :D

[Linda/NE]

(((HUGS)))

Coming in late on this one. I will keep you in my prayers. I can't imagine how hard this must be.